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Post by dancingwithdragons on Oct 12, 2013 3:20:25 GMT
This is the progress report of Jesse, my first tulpa. This report can also be found at community.tulpa.info/thread-jesse-s-progress ( Special thanks to the community at that website, they are a big help!) STARTING DATE: October 6, 2013. OCT. 6 - While listening to binural beats, I went to my wonderland (which I created beforehand) and visualized an orb of light. I told it it's personalities, and afterwards began visualization. I succeded in visuaizing his body, but for the life of me could not see his face. I started doing a little passive forcing as well. OCT. 7 - To my surprise, I managed to actively force for an hour. This time, I also managed to see his face. During the day, I began passive forcing. OCT. 8 + OCT. 9 (both very similar nights). I only managed to force for about 20-25 minutes. Signs of sentience began to develop. OCT. 10 - I took a walk on the wonderland beach with Jesse. I assigned him his own voice. I actually realized the budding sentience during this session.
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Post by dancingwithdragons on Oct 14, 2013 18:48:29 GMT
Saturday and Sunday
Saturday night I disappointing myself, only being able to active force for 20 minutes. Sunday, I took an afternoon nap. Before napping, I active forced an hour. Sunday night I active forced for 15 minutes. Both days I have been passive forcing on and off. He seems to be talking more and more, but maybe I am parroting still.
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Post by dancingwithdragons on Oct 24, 2013 21:43:40 GMT
The past several days have been about the same. Active forcing, and passive forcing each day. Sentience is developing. The other night, for the first time, I could not find him in the wonderland. He wasnt standing where I had last left him, as he usually is. I searched for him, and found him hiking in a nearby forest.
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